Feeling down lately. I'm having that phase where I seem to fail at everything i do. So as I was watching Gundam Age, this song really resonated with me.
Asemu Asuno, pilot of the Gundam and yet nothing seems to go well for him. The expectations of his father who is a big shot commander and war hero in the army. The strictness he treats Asemu with irregardless of their blood relation. The expectations placed upon Asemu from everyone around to become a great pilot like his father. In a twist of fate, having to fight his best friend in a war. Sometimes hurting a girl he likes due to his incompetence and hesitance.
Well, for all of you feeling down out there.
壁にもたれて 一晩中 考えてみたんだ 自分のこと
選んだ行く先はここでいいのか？ 分からなくなるんだ
でも 答えなんて出ないままさ ドコにいたって必死なモノさ
うつむいた視線を 少し上げ 見えた朝は澄んでた
僕が僕であるために。。。
失っちゃいけないモノはなに？
簡単に出ない 答えは 辛くて苦しいよ
たった一度のMissを何度もクヨクヨしないで
歩けば 愛せるかな My World
大事にしたいと思うほど どうして離れてくのだろう？
「もうこれ以上はない」と言いながら また求めるけど。。。
形の見えないモノに 名前をつけて 「夢」や「愛」と
呼ぶことで少し 誇らしき気 Ah本当はそうなんじゃないのに。。。
僕が僕であるために。。。
この言葉が迷わせる
簡単に出ない 答えは 辛くて苦しいよ
せめて、前を向いて行こう モタモタせずに
探し物は見つかるはず このWorldで
伝わらなくて 投げ出した
全部壊れてしまえばいいと思っていた
でも違う。。。
悲しみさえ 優しさに変えていけたら
少しずつだけど 世界を好きになれる
だから。。。
僕が僕であるために。。。
それがナニかを探して
傷つき 立ち止まり 辛くて苦しいよ
だけど、一度っきりだ 自分をクヨクヨ責めずに
歩けば 愛せるさ My World
光は進む先にある
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kabe ni motarete hitobanjyuu kangaete mitanda jibun no koto
eranda yukusaki wa koko de ii no ka? wakara nakunarunda
demo kotae nante denai mama sa doko ni itatte hisshi na mono sa
utsumuita shisen wo sukoshi age mieta asa wa sundeta
boku ga boku de aru tame ni...
ushinaccha ikenai mono wa nani?
kantan ni denai kotae wa tsurakute kurushii yo
tatta ichido no misu wo nando mo kuyokuyo shinai de
arukeba aiseru kana My World
daiji ni shitai to omou hodo doushite hanareteku no darou?
"mou kore ijyou wa nai" to iinagara mata motomeru kedo...
katachi no mienai mono ni namae wo tsukete "yume" ya "ai" to
yobukoto de sukoshi hokorashiki Ah hontou wa sounan jyanai no ni
boku ga boku de aru tame ni...
kono kotoba ga mayowaseru
kantan ni denai kotae wa tsurakute kurushii yo
semete, mae wo muite ikou mota mota sezu ni
sagashimono wa mitsukeru hazu kono World de
tsutawaranakute nagedashita
zenbu kowarete shimaeba ii to omotteita
demo chigau...
kanashimi sae yasashisa ni kaete iketara
sukoshizutsu dakedo sekai wo suki ni nareru
dakara...
boku ga boku de aru tame ni
sore ga nani ka wo sagashite
kizutsuki tachidomari tsurakute kurushii yo
dakedo, ichidokkiri da jibun wo kuyokuyo semezu ni
arukeba aiseru sa My World
hikari wa susumu saki ni aru
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Leaning on the wall through the night, I was thinking about myself
Is the path I chose alright? I can't seem to convince myself anymore
The answer I need isn't easily found. I grew more and more desperate
However, as I raised my head a little, the sun rose as the skies cleared
For me to be me
What is it that I cannot lose?
It is excruciating that the answer isn't easily found
Don't keep moping over one mistake
If I start moving forward, will I be able to love My World?
Why is it that the more I try to treasure something, the further it leaves me?
Even when I say "It can't get any worse than this", I still wish for it
Naming formless things "Dreams" and "Love" and
proudly calling them that when it can't be any further from the truth
For me to be me
These very words confuse me
It is excruciating that the answer isn't easily found
At least I know I have to keep moving forward and stop wasting time
because I am certain I can find my answer in this World
Not handing it down, I threw it out
I thought everything should just be destroyed
but something is off
If I can turn sadness into kindness
Then bit by bit, I can start to love this world
That is why
For me to be me
I am searching for something
Hurting others, hesitating, it's excruciating
but just for once, try not putting all the blame on myself
because if I move forward, I will definitely love it. My World
There is light ahead
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